There's a train leaving town in an hour, its not waiting for you and neither am I.

It kind of scares me that I don't know what's going to happen in the future, even the near future. Like last year....someone, actually who am I kidding, a lot of people...who I thought were my friends and who I basically trusted with my life, today either don't talk to me, don't keep in touch, or just flat out hate my guts and never want to speak to me again. What if that happens again next year?!

I'm too dependent on other people. And I can only ever REALLY depend on my mom and stepdad. Like no matter how many fights we get into, what I do, or what happens, they're never going to leave my side. No matter what. That's a comforting thought.

In other news, HARRY POTTER FTW! I got scared shitless when the Inferi arm grabbed Harry inside the cave....cried when Dumbledore died (I cried when reading the book too, I'm such a SAP!) and there were some funny bits...i.e. when Ron is enchanted by the love potion and has a dopey grin on his face I was like, what is he DOING? Matt: "Pssst he's getting a blowjob". LMFAO. and when all the Hogwarts students and staff raised their lit wands to the sky to erase the Dark Mark, some fanatic in the middle of the theater raises their lit cellphone...totally killing the moment. HILARIOUS. And yay for free bus rides.