WELL THEN.

Wow its been forever since I've updated this thing. The whole summer flew by and almost half of one semester of second year. Eep! I'm basically updating this because my boyfriend, for whatever reason, checks this for updates religiously every day.

So I wanted to tell him something.

Matt?

I love you. You are my reason for being, for breathing, for living. Everything right that's happened in my life this summer and beyond somehow involved you. And I don't mean the lucky chances and crazy coincidences where something you predicted came true. (Although, the Paramore Meet and Greet......that was absolutely insane. I can't believe I got picked from thousands of Toronto fans to meet the best pop punk band in existence.) I mean everytime I get extremely emotional and feel like crying and falling apart and giving up on life, you fix me again. Without even trying. Just talking to you and making the corny jokes we always make puts me in a cheerier mood. You make me realize how NOT important the shit I deal with is...how I need to look beyond that and make the most of my life. I always lose my perspective...I start seeing things through the most negative lens. I never see that its not so bad, that one day things will improve and that for now I just need to work through it and appreciate the better things (Like you! And the snuggle space/origin. And holding you anywhere, in any way. Its a simple pleasure.) Thanks for being the one to put me back together. I know I can be the most immature and stubborn person ever and you still deal with me. I love that we get into small arguments because both of us are too stubborn to admit we're wrong. And.....then five minutes later we call each other back and apologize and tell each other we love each other. I don't want that to sound cliché because I really do love you with all my heart and soul. I've never felt so right with someone, I've never had faith in a relationship like I have in this one. We will make it. Take my hand and we'll make it, I swear (to quote Bon Jovi's "Living on a Prayer" - I had to quote something, didn't I?)

Kocham cie.

Happy Four Months (L).