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Lots of things on my mind today. First....I'm kind of sick of this summer. The weather sucks, everyone's working but me and the only time I can really hang out with people is on the weekend when my parents are home so I get my brother off my ass. Thing is, that's when people always work. So....I get to spend the whole week trying to figure out what park to take him next. I dont even have a car to drive us anywhere so we go on bikes everywhere. Which sucks too because he falls off and scrapes himself like every 5 minutes and I have to reassure him over and over again that he is, in fact, alright and not bleeding to death. Man. This is teaching me to never ever have kids until I'm like 30. Buuuut some cool stuff is coming up - I'm waiting for my Paramore Fan Club membership package (courtesy of Mathew (L)) to come in the mail, I'm hopefully going to Wild Waterworks on Thurs (but again, the kid has to tag along. I seriously have very limited patience) going to z103.5 summer rush at wonderland on the 26th, a coldplay concert with my mommmmy on the 30th and leaving for Jamaica for a week with my family and their friends on the 1st. Which should be good, Ive never been to Jamaica - FINALLY a vacation where everyone doesnt speak Spanish that I cant understand. Other than that, in most all inclusive resorts, you have to be 18+ in order to drink and get in the hotel club and stuff. Last year I went to Mexico like 3 weeks before my 18th birthday. I was NOT impressed about that. So woot, finally get to drink and my parents can't complain. And if their friends are there then maybe they'll get off my case for a while.

Had my 9th driving lesson today and my instructor is proud of me - no major screw ups, I did three point turns and parallel/hill parks perfectly, know how to pull over right, I don't turn too late, yessss it was a good day. I want this exact car (a Honda 4-door civic) its so comfortable I hate driving my dad's huge and bulky Mercedes I feel like I'm going to run over something and everything is so damn flimsy and sensitive. My parents talked to my aunt about borrowing her car for me to practice in....if I'm broke off my ass I'm at least going to get my G2 this summer!!!

Anyways I'm tired. Gonna go do my nails and watch Big Brother 11. Later.